Daily Diary

October 19th

Dear Diary,

My friend taught me 2 new lessons yesterday. The first, he said that he doesn’t worry about dishonesty and the second, he wants to be the abnormal person who keeps doing the things that were supposed to be normal and right. We are often scared of getting conned or getting used/fooled so much that we don’t put in the best of ourselves in the things we are to do and with the persons we meet. This fear or doubt creates an unnecessary tension that can’t foster any real progress. If the world is going astray, maybe we need to be the few that make all the difference? But then again, you following a different path doesn’t mean you are the same one.

I am grateful for the second chances life has been giving me through my friends. The recommendations and silent applications have been helping me get on my feet in these troubled times. Standing tall is the only option because when I look at all what friends and family have done for me, I need to make it in order to make them proud. So even in the stormiest of weathers, I am not totally ready to give up. When we tire, we rest. But we gain strength for what’s ahead.

CHRONICLE 19

The dove that was to bring peace

Fell into an abyss

So whilst we waited and waited and waited

He struggled until he fainted.

Out of frustration, we went to war

And with our backs against the wall

We shunned all that was written in and of the word

We abandoned ourselves to the vices of the world.

Dear Diary, keep my thoughts as secret as news can be…