Daily Diary

September 14th

Dear Diary,

Monday made it 2 months since my new favorite person and I finally became a thing. It has been the most amazing 2 months I’ve had in a very long time. She’s unarguably the best thing that has happened to me this year. I’m glad we embraced the spontaneity of the moment and said to ourselves “nothing else worked — maybe this will” It’s been 2 months of amazement and of whispering to myself “this is too good to be true” and yet, we’ve lived it.

However, every good thing must come to and end and though we hope things can last forever, we also bear it in mind that they min end some day. Today, my new favorite person and I have stopped being a thing. And it hurts. I don’t know if I can find some other person — the truth is that I don’t even want to try. I’m too tired. Maybe it’s karma punishing me for all the times I should’ve tried to make things work in my previous relationships. Maybe I should’ve… you know what? Fuck it.

Now I have to go back to living a life with zero accountability but the truth is that I had grown into being accountable to someone and I even loved it a lot. It’s true that everything alters and changes and maybe some changes should never be made.

Dear Diary, keep my thoughts as secret as news can be…