Daily Diary

July 24th & 25th

Dear Diary,

Does it ever bother you that you have so much to say but you’re not sure if you are going to be listened to, or if there are even people to listen to you? Usually, there are always people ready to listen to you. Some may be in the shadows and others may be present physically. But you really want for someone to show up when you have to rant about something and if they are only present in the background, it feels like you have no audience. Since I began my medium journey, the most consistent reader I’ve had is Anne and on the days I don’t get a clap from her for my blog posts, I wonder if she’s alright or if she has seen them. She is one of those people even if I wanted to stop writing, I’d think of them and continue.

Yesterday, the church celebrated the day for Grandparents and the elderly. I called my mom’s mom and my dad’s dad. Somehow, they were so happy that I did and it made me take the resolve to do so often. Anything that might put a smile on the faces of my loved ones is what I want to be doing.

How do you react to people who constantly tell you that the things you have now will wither away as time passes? Does the love you have today necessarily have to fade with the passing days? Society has it that there are no genuinely beautiful things and as much as you try to convince people, they only drag you deeper down the path of despair and mistrust in humanity. But in all these, I believe that true love exists and I won’t let Social Media and doubting relations spoil the happy ever after I am building for myself.

Today was a tiring day. Not a productive one but a happy one. Being with my new favorite person literally gives me the smiles and the jitters. And the one big thing I like about us is how we can be so infantile and mature at the same time. We’re the perfect pieces that complete our respective puzzles.

Dear Diary, keep my thoughts as secret as news can be…