Daily Diary
July 20th
Dear Diary,
Is there anything like “too good for me”? Do people really believe that others are too good to be in their lives? Do they believe that they don’t deserve these people? If yes, it’ll explain why a lot of young people let go of their soul mates. In an utopian society, would it make sense to be with somebody you know you don’t deserve? It’s like having a job whose skills you lack. But how then can we let go of the things we want even if we don’t deserve them? What if they are in our lives to make us more deserving?
Do you also believe in the “too good to be true” hook? When things are working out so well for you, you start doubting their genuineness because you’ve not been having them go smoothly or because society says that it shouldn’t be too 1good. And to a certain extent, it makes sense. Because if nobody is perfect, there is no way of having perfect things or happenings from imperfect beings. Or maybe it is the sum total of all our imperfections that makes these things perfect in some way?
Isn’t it funny how things can change in hours, days, weeks or months? So the “never say never” line should be one of the truest to ever have been uttered. Because one day you are down with chagrin and depression, and the next you are so in love and full of butterflies in your belly. One day, you’re sick and tired and the other, you’re so full of life. Maybe you need to hang in just a little bit and things will get to work in your favour. Or maybe you might hang in until you finally cave in.
I am learning a lot of things about life and wellbeing. Spending time with the people who make your heart skip like a unicorn over the moon, should be one of the most underrated forms of therapy in the world. Talking about things definitely eases the process of reconciliation or compromise. So, I’ve started talking more. I’m hoping I can listen more than I speak. But the wisest of men know that the true words are the ones unspoken. In order to listen properly, you must observe the signs and the gestures.
Are you scared? Of love? Or life? I fear both but I also want to live both to the best of my abilities. So, I am writing this as reference and a s proof for the days I might be under. I shall use this as a testimonial to show that life is but a combination of the high and low moments. Today we laugh, tomorrow we might cry. But in it all, I want to keep moving on and when I fail or give up or forget to keep striving, these words will come back to haunt me and push me forward.
CARPE DIEM — When your time is up and you see your life flashing before you, don’t be the one who’ll say “I didn’t have enough time to live and to love” By seizing today, you take these little moments and build a memory book that you’ll be proud to look back to.
Dear Diary, keep my thoughts as secret as news can be…
