May Diary

Daily Diary 05

Dear Diary,

Doesn’t it feel like the days are getting shorter? The morning comes when I have barely closed my eyes.

Today, my student told me that I still have enough time to live and discover and try new things. It made me happy because I have been struggling with indecisiveness and confusion. What’s this life I’m living and who do I want to truly become? That I can’t really tell neither am I sure of.

Today, I thought of something this girl told me when we broke up and it still makes me feel good. Sometimes I wonder if she said it in good faith or if she was just sugarcoating the breakup. Either ways, I’m happy that I was the best I’ve ever been with her. And though I still miss her everyday, I know that the experience was worth it.

Sometimes there is nothing to do
You sleep the night out and hope that when tomorrow comes
It’ll be better and brighter